Musings – DEN DEN

MUSINGS FOR DEN

💻☕️ Torches

“Oh, all the places you’ll go”,

never thought could turn into

“all the places you could have been”

If I could have had breathe for you,

I would have

If I could have had your pain,

I would have

If I could have had your fears,

I would have

If I could have had traded places,

I would have

I begged the heavens not to take you.

I begged more. I knelt. I cried.

I screamed. I bargained. I lost.

I almost wish I didn’t have the joy of having you because the pain of losing you is tearing me apart

You had the sweetest smile

You graced the world with your presence

You made the world your canvas

You searched and reached for the stars

You had a vision but the vision was you

You were not full of life, rather,

life was full of you.

Full of your smiles, of your laughters, of your hopes, of your colors, of your melodies, of your vibrance, and of your zest.

You made my world better

You made it brighter

You made it happier

You made it worth living

If I could freeze time,

I’ll freeze it the day you were born

and we’ll just stay there

and I’ll hold you just a little tighter,

a little while longer and won’t ever

let you go

You were the angel I wanted to keep.

The bond we had, the love we shared,

and the memories we kept will be the torches I’ll use to find you again

praeter vita,

ate shann

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23 entries.

Anthony Joseph Del Valle from Santa Maria Bulacan wrote on April 6, 2023 at 11:36 am

Mei lamang malilimutan❤️ daog ta pa u mag tugang, Den musna nakatono na ang gitara makanta na kita😘

Gii wrote on November 1, 2022 at 1:28 pm

Kuya Den! Miss you, kuys miss kana nime! Buhay na buhay su IMS logo design mo, ipatuloy mi lng su legacy mo. Love you kuys

ate wrote on October 9, 2022 at 4:50 am

I miss you everyday and i will miss you every single second of everday of my empty life 🙁 just come back please 🙁 i want you to live your dreams and live the life you mostly deserve i love... Read more

I miss you everyday and i will miss you every single second of everday of my empty life 🙁 just come back please 🙁 i want you to live your dreams and live the life you mostly deserve i love you so much

ate wrote on August 22, 2022 at 9:50 am

it was bittersweet i was happy i get to spend time with long and karl to do a backpacking trip across europe it was definitely fun but not a minute goes by that I have not thought about you and your smile it was my dream for you too if you were just here all 5 of us would have done the trip together it is my dream for all four of you to see the world you would have loved it it is so painful my only wishful thinking was that your energy was with us i miss you so much i have so many dreams for you i have so many regrets i will never be truly happy there is no such thing for me anymore not in this world not in this world without you i made a trade off to myself i will not sink into depression but i cant be happy too which is impossible anyway knowing my happiness would have involved you anyway i still wish its just a bad dream i still wake up everyday hoping youre just a messenger away im crippled with guilt i could have should have done so much more coz im your badass ate but i froze i was scared i was terrified that i was paralyzed with fear and I didnt know what to do I am so sorry and i hope one day i can learn to forgive myself but not today today i just wish youre here with us i love you beyond words i hope u didnt have to leave ill love u til my own very last breathe

ate wrote on July 14, 2022 at 9:25 pm

I miss u every second of everyday I miss you smiling I miss your donkey face just come back :(💔💔

ate wrote on June 4, 2022 at 8:21 pm

miss u so so much i miss talking to u all the time pls come back

ate shann wrote on January 18, 2022 at 4:42 pm

I miss u everyday every second every minute dont ever think youll ever be forgotten F this life it can burn to hell just need u back 🙁 miss you so much hope youre a beautiful star right now staring... Read more

3M3M from Baguio City wrote on December 3, 2021 at 10:58 am

💔😥 Daniel 12:2

ate shann wrote on November 30, 2021 at 9:35 pm

paribod ka na

shann wrote on November 15, 2021 at 8:58 pm

I think about you every second, every minute, every hour everyday, I will do so for the rest of my life. I love you so much and K hate the world for taking you away from us. You're the most wonderful thing that the universe has given me. I hope you know how much you are loved til the end of time.

ate shann wrote on November 12, 2021 at 4:04 am

bilta ka na 🙁

ate wrote on September 3, 2021 at 7:16 pm

I miss you everyday I love you everyday Don't ever think we will ever forget you You ARE always alive for me I miss your smile

ate shann from oahu wrote on August 6, 2021 at 6:30 pm

pung aw ko n saimo pirmi taka sana ikahuron huron ta aram ko man ang mga isimbag mo 😅 sbi ko baga we're the wittiest ❤️ kami n bahala ki io chill chill ka na sna dyan no one can... Read more

pung aw ko n saimo pirmi taka sana ikahuron huron ta aram ko man ang mga isimbag mo 😅 sbi ko baga we're the wittiest ❤️ kami n bahala ki io chill chill ka na sna dyan no one can ever replace u in my heart, u are definitely one of the best things that ever happened to me❤️

Marvin from Quezon City wrote on July 30, 2021 at 5:32 pm

Hi Den gustuhin ko man mag drama Pero I believe this page should be filled with good and happy memories. Panahon na para malaman nila yung plano Naten haha and daya mo. Diba papagawa tayo bar sa San Vicente sa may bahay Nyo tapos ang ipapangalan natin bikini bottom 😂 balik ka na walang gwapo Jan sa heaven. Love you Den, always 🙏

Vincent Bambico from Baguio wrote on July 29, 2021 at 11:00 am

Den, you will always be remembered. Sa mga kantahan, kulitan, IT talks, at asaran, mapabundok man o sa isla, wolfpack salute! Suplado wink 😉

Mommy Jaz wrote on July 29, 2021 at 7:16 am

I was supposed to spend the rest of my life with you. And then I realized...YOU SPENT THE REST OF YOUR LIFE WITH ME.

Mommy Jaz and Baby IO wrote on July 29, 2021 at 7:13 am

DEN -- You are the love of my life. My partner. My protector. My one and only. No one will ever take your place in my heart. You were everything I had hoped for and so much more. Thank you... Read more

DEN -- You are the love of my life. My partner. My protector. My one and only. No one will ever take your place in my heart. You were everything I had hoped for and so much more. Thank you for your endless love that helps me through each day, and thank you for the memories that never fade away. We miss your smile and your goofiness. We miss coming to you with all of our questions that you always had the answers too. We miss you taking care of us and fixing things. We miss sharing our life with you. Losing you was hard but living without you every day is the hardest. I'm trying to survive, dada, all for IO. At times, I feel overwhelmed. It’s tough not having you to share things with and share the day to day responsibilities with including raising our son. But I have learned to take it 1 day at a time. Although my life has never been the same, I hope you are in a better place right now. How I wish I could climb up to Heaven to give you a hug and tell you how much I love and miss you. Thank you for loving us. Thank you for guiding us and giving us the strength to carry on without you. We hope that we are making you proud, Dada. We love you so much and forever!!!

Meg Aguilar from Baguio City wrote on July 24, 2021 at 12:37 pm

Den, I will surely miss your "bright smile" and your "playful laughter". Those are your trademark. We love you. We'll cherish the time we spent with you together with your two nephews Bolt & Reef.

Karlo Aaron Aguilar from Nienburg wrote on July 24, 2021 at 6:45 am

My childhood was amazing, full of fun and life, but without a brother like you, it would all be meaningless. The memories of my childhood, I'll forever hold close to my heart because I had a brother, who supported me... Read more

Karlo Adonijah Aguilar from Virac wrote on July 24, 2021 at 1:43 am

Tropa, Kabanda, Tugang permi ka ajan sako maski permi ga muto-muto Iloveyou den. Miss taka na sobra. Mahal na mahal taka 💕💕💕 -ga ibahan na kamo jan ni papa 🙏 Bantayan mo nalang kami permi 🙏😇